Day2Day

After being diagnosed with depression, things have been hard. I argue a lot, I don't want to leave my room, I wont allow my daughter out of my sight, its tough. My habit... the arguing. The last 2 days though haven't been as bad. There was a slight hiccup last night but that was out of my control. So let's start from yesterday and what happened... My dad called me up and said my aunt was coming to visit so I had exactly 20 minutes to get up, showered, dressed and my little girl ready to go out. For any girl this is IMPOSSIBLE!! But with 10 minutes after the original time limit, I managed. I got into my dads car and we went to his work in Bellsquarry and the food was fantastic. The banter with family and staff, the company, it all made the day easier. As we left I was getting slight urges to be sad again but I stopped those feelings from over taking my body. I finally had slight control. The rest of the day was great spending it with family. It was like nothing could go w...

Well I thought it's only right that you know a bit about me. So here it goes; I'm Caitlin Jones-Bennett and i'm a 21 year old Business Management student from West Lothian. I am a mum to a gorgeous little girl named Zoey and she is my world. All I ever wanted was a little baby to call my own little mini me and that's what I got and I would never change her for the world. To make things a lot clearer, I was diagnosed with depression not long after I had Zoey. This took a turn for the worst as sometimes I find it hard to get out of bed, sometimes I feel like there's no use to as my partner is there to do the things that are needed and he is more use than myself. I know this is not the case but depression makes you think like that. It takes over your body and makes you into some kind of different species. Its crazy. Anyway as I explained in the last post, this blog is about me coping with my depression, my life, blah blah blah. I'm not going to repeat myself ab...