Its been a while since i have posted. Nearly a month now but things haven't gotten any easier. If anything they have gotten worse. The arguments, the tears, the pain and the fear. The fear of being alone run round my head in circles each and everyday. Knowing that their might be a chance that I could mess things up. Why I think like this I have no idea... but it doesn't stop. It's like it's on a constant loop. The arguments just get worse and uglier each time and each time there is always a slam at the door. That person walks out. I have got to that point now that I can't cry anymore, I want to but nothing. No water streaming down my face. Just my head held high for my Zoey and I. I keep listening to the same song on repeat. Zoey loves it. Anytime I open my mouth and sing it to her she smiles, she giggles, she looks happy. That is one thing in this life that makes me happy, seeing her smiling. Anytime i am sad and feel alone, i sing to her. I watch that beamin...